Seriously ... Why?

Ok yst went down cwp . Planning to watch movies , but at last friend not enough money so decide no to watch and slack around the Mall . So about 10 + my other group friend call me and told me was birthday , and he celebrating at BoatQuay Pub . So decide to went down with Sean . Never brought any present but at least got the heart right ? So late still go down find him . Then reach le go in the pub sit awhile then drink . Then about 12am + they all going olisis or something lah is a Club and they are Cabbing there so my and Sean decide not to follow lo cause we are waiting Sean de JieJie to come down BoatQuay cause they coming to drink too . Then we slack around then lucky enough for us to find people that we know . Then we with those other friend go other pub drink . Then drink until today morning 6am + . Then Cab home with Sean . Damn tired . Sleep at 8am + . Then currently just wake up at 4.30pm . Head damn pain sia ... Ok lah nvm . Btw yst Pub was seriously fun . Then know quite alot people and those Pub de girls , seriously leh small thing to me alway left great memories that is hard to forget , maybe i am just thinking too much? Ok lah i think post until here le BYE!~

Chances alway slip off my hands...

AiShen

05 December 2009 { 5.09pm }

Labels: Shag

The sky is so small without you...

Ok quite few days no post ~ . Cause today no went out so decide to post . Just watch a video from FaceBook , it is about Animal Torture .http://www.facebook.com/#/video/video.php?v=152305562210&ref=nf . But seriously damn torture sia it is fucking killing spree sia , those ji bye people go cut of the legs of the animal then go skin the animal alive ... Wa damn ke lian sia u see the animal struggling like fuck then the people go pull the skin out ... Then problem is the person while skinning the animal the animal keep struggle then the guy go step on the animal neck ... Then the animal still alive leh , then the animal struggle again the man go step again . Total step 4 times sia but the animal manage to live but skinless ... Then got a few animal did'nt die sia after being skin ... Then they was like only can move the heads only cause no legs to move then those animal is like in great pain but wan die cannot die those kind . Then i think those people kill like fucking million of animal liao lo , see the video they all show the lorry bunker all full of animal sia bloody shit sia . Fucking damn ke lian sia , i see liao seriously pity those animal sia . Then the thing is those skin is use to make into clothes for stars to wear ... ? If i am a star i wont wear a animal skin jacket or what lo . Fuck sia damn those people lah wish they die 100x more jialat then those animal ar ! People dun kill animal or torture them if u have one ok? Animal has a life too ~ It give u entertainment so u must have alot of care for them ~ Ok LOL it is a animal post sia . Ok lah think i post until here le BYE~!

Life is full of miserable...

AiShen

02 December 2009 { 3.28am }

Labels: please

Change ...

Seriously ... Friends , i really change alot meh? Why everyone is telling me the same thing ... Hais what happening to me sia . Why i change until like this ... What changes me !? What happen to me?! Everyone around me sense the change of me , it is sure a great change ... I seriously dunneo what happen sia . I change become quiet , shy , relax , no anger , emo and alot ... Hais hais hais . Someone can talk to me ! I really need a listen ear ... I am lost! Someone help me please leh! I need some advise... Seriously ... Why do i have to change? Why do i have change? What make me change? What i have change ? What happen to me lah!!!!! ARGHH!!!!!!

I dun wish to be like this!!!

AiShen

27 November 2009 { 2.33am }

Labels: WHY i change

Gone with the memories...

Labels: Hais sad

Lost and lonely...

Today never went out ... Sian my whole packet of sweet gone ... Waste my money sia ... Stupid dunneo who go take away . I dunneo which Ji bye dog go take ... Nvm lost jiu lost lo buy again nia , no big deal . Then wake up at 5pm + . Don't know why today just sleep till very late . Damn alot dream came into my sleep today . But i seriously can't remember back what happen in the dream . But i know it is a good dream . But nowdays damn sian one . I dunneo where to go , what to do sia . Suddenly everything that i was wondering , seem like all run off my mind . Hais , due to flow of times peoples do change... Wish i was born with better lifes... Seriously current life sucks to the core , cause whatever i wanted it is always not gonna happen . So reality really sucks ... There is so much i hated but there is only few thing that i like . Seriously damn sian one ... Ok lah i think post until here .

There goes my payoff but where's my reward?

AiShen

21 November 2009 { 1.08am }

There's something says " Lost and Found "

But for me i think it is " Lost but never found "

Labels: Nothing is real

Thinking...

Ok today never went out again . Wanted to go and eat sweet under block but seriously lazy ... Ok currently doing nothing , just thinking of thing that are happening around me . But at least i still have myself ~ haha . Sometimes understand a person is just so hard ... Wish that i can read mind at least that would cause lesser of thinking and killing of brain cells . I wish i had a listener when i feeling like talking to someone . At least lesser my burden . Haha ok lah actually i also not sure what i am talking about . Maybe i am just feeling empty ? Ok think post till here le bah . Bye guys sweetdreams .

There is sometimes i really feel like shouting out my feeling...

AiShen

19 Novemer 2009 { 12.38am }

Labels: Maybe i should keep it for myself

Lovely Sunset...

Today never go out . Stay at home for the day . Damn sian sia still thinking about the Clubbing yesterday ... Really damn sian sia , missed of the Clubbing event ... Ok lah nvm ... Then today quite bored . But i learn piano by myself , i now know little bit of it . I know how to play Boston . Yah lol cause that was the most easy songs liao . Today my Horoscope reading was quite good , its says " Whether you are single or attached, the changes that will come your way today are ones that will be initiated by you. Right now however you may be feeling more than a little confused on where and how to make these changes, but you will receive clarity on this today. You are questioning whether you should be the one to make the next move, or may be wondering if someone else is going to take their turn today. Today is a day about give and take, so if you make a move today, you can expect it to be received and returned favorably for you. " Like seem good isn't it? Wish maybe it is true bah ? Haha Ok nothing much to post acually . I think post till here le . Bye guys sweetdreams ~

I 'm very unhappy nowdays...

AiShen

18 November 2009 { 2.54am }

Labels: Impossible